January 2011
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I'm a restless kind of person...
I don’t like to stay in one place, stick to one thing, and stick with one person. It’s not that I always get tired of doing what I am doing… I just love to explore, try new things, make new possibilities, and widen my amount of friends. This may be seen as a mistake or seen as a blessing… but all I’m trying to do is to just my life to the fullest.
Is that so bad?
I've never felt so sad....
ALL MY MONEY IS GONE! T_T Damn you books + hair. I basically spent 200 bucks today.
jdklajsdlfjalsdkjfjasdjfa I can’t wait til’ my next paycheck comes in
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I don't need no prince charming
….. because I’m going to be the hero of my own story. I’m tired of waiting for that person to take me to happily ever after when I am able to find my own happy ending. You think that you can show up whenever you feel like it on your trusty white steed. I’m not going to wait for you to sweep me off my feet or catch me when I fall. Vulnerability is no longer an option for...
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I'm not going to try anymore
If you’re going to act like this, then fuck it. I’m not the one who’s making things complicated… YOU are. I try making things better, but you’re making things worse. Know that you’re the reason why things are going this way.
P.s. and stop acting childish by trying to get back at me by replacing me with another person. We’re not in highschool anymore,...
Take This Heart Off My Sleeve
My emotions seem to take control over me. If I’m sad, I’m sad. If I’m happy, I’m happy. If I’m frustrated, I’m frustrated… and to make it more obvious, I take action without even thinking. Everything get’s written all over my face on how I am feeling.
My emotions get the best of me, and I wish I was stronger to not let it be… because my own...
Deciding if I should leave my highlights or not...
It’s hella fading and hard to take care of if I have to keep doing my roots -_- sigh
Hold It Against Me cover - Chester See ft Andy...
Insecurities. →
josetteski:
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I sorta had a meltdown yesterday. It was an argument with my mom. But duh, of course I didn’t let her see me cry. Psh. It first started off me asking my mom when can I wear makeup daily like her and get nice highlights. She told me to never mess myself up. So, being the ungrateful, spoiled…
Josette, if I was in Las Vegas with you, I’d slap the back of your head. I...
Independence
I know that I said that I want to be independent, but that doesn’t mean I want to be left alone. I guess what I actually meant was that I want to learn how to be independent. Learning how to ride a bicycle is an example. Although the child has the mentality of learning how to balance on a two-wheeler, giving him or her the bike is not going to make her know how to ride one. But he or she...
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Irreplaceable
If you think that I’m going to replace you, you’re wrong. I just like to meet new people and have a good amount of friends. Is that so wrong? It’s selfish of you trying to keep me to yourself; especially when we’re not a couple. I understand that what you’re feeling is insecurity. But what kind of friend do you think I am? Sure I met new people, but I will always meet...
I have officially reached the point where I’ve... →
cdeeezy:
I have officially reached the point where I’ve come to realize that you’re not worth it. All those sleepless nights where I would just stay up thinking about you until sunrise. All that time I spent blogging about you when I could have done something more productive. Or all those times where people would talk shit about you and I would always defend you really makes me think, “What did...
Scratch the Do Nothing Day
I just got called in to work til’ midnight. FML
Do Nothing Day
Today is going to be a Do Nothing Day for me. No stress, no worries, no work, no school, no errands… just Do Nothing. This is going to be a day to relax and I’m going to try to make this last.
I keep asking for someone to come save me, like... →
mooshalle:
I keep asking for someone to come save me, like some Prince Charming. But that’s not what I need. Maybe I need to save myself. In terms of happiness. I need to work on it. I need to be my own hero. But how? How am I supposed to be something I am not. Asking me to be happy and confident is asking a cat if it’s a dog. It’s asking for trouble, basically. Maybe I’m better off being...
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You can't catch me unless you run
Just because I’ve taken an interest in guys... →
samlikestolaugh:
Just because I’ve taken an interest in guys doesn’t mean that I’ve “had a lot of guys”. I’m getting sick and tired of people saying “Oh, ANOTHER guy?”
Some people need to get their facts straight of what interest, crush, like, and love is.
One fact about me: I’ve never had a real boyfriend. All the guys that I’ve dated were casual dates. They never asked to be official. And...
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Am I the only one?
I love the way you look at me, the way you talk to me, and everything else that makes me feel special.
But it makes me think… am I the only one? If it’s so easy for you to make me feel this way, is it possible that you’re doing this to others as well?
It drives me insane how maybe I want you to play hard to get so I know that you don’t open to anyone else but me. But I...
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I look at you as I try to let the words spill out of my mouth. But the overflow of words just end up clashing into silence. I want to talk to you… to anyone; a friend, relative, even a stranger. But I’m aware my troubles are getting tiresome. My purpose into sharing is not to complain. I just want someone to reassure me that it’s going to be okay. But it’s hard to let...
Well, you see, it’s quite easy being nice to... →
dannyhiga:
Well, you see, it’s quite easy being nice to someone who makes you happy. It’s easy when feelings are evoked in such a fluid manner by beauty. It’s easy when it’s spitting facts to win your heart, than lies to get into your pants. It’s easy when every word I say comes from my own heart, rather than my head. It’s easy to tell the truth, than to lie. It’s not so much about what you say...
Blogging
I’d choose writing over talking when it comes to expressing myself. Although English is my first language, it is not my best. Nor would I ever be respected as an English major. But as long as I understand how I feel in what I write, that is all that matters.
This mostly refers to blogging. People usually think I’m depressed or selfish when I rant or talk about my gloomy days. The only...
Tonight - Bruno Mars Ft Johnny Angel
xxjonizanxx 1:46 am lmao! fine, lets stick...
“Learn how to take some responsibility for yourself. For your own stuff. I can’t...”
– Tyler Perry (‘Madea Goes to Jail’)