December 2009
38 posts
bumpits!
WatchLMFAO
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this is why i can't tell you anything
but you make it look/sound like you don’t even care. So why bother?
I've taken that chance a couple of seconds ago...
my heart is beating fast and maaaaan i regret what i just did. I don’t know why I can’t be myself around you… well not just you… other particular people too. I hate these kind of situations when you can’t go to sleep thinking you did something wrong. Hello to my fucked up schedule.
I know I said that I should start recognizing who is treating me right and who is not....
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i'm having trouble deciding what to wear at the...
Samantha:
ugh
i cant decide what to wear
LOL
Kathy:
nothing at all
;}
Samantha:
cant
i did that yesterday
Kathy:
hahahahahaha
I'm getting bored...
with life. My life in particular. Nothing exciting happens (excluding recent drama). I seriously need a car so I can get out of this house and stop playing SIMS 3. THANKS alot auntie maria for getting me addicted to this game -_-. HAHA.
-I’m actually in a “nice” mood :]. I apologize for my bitchiness these past 2 weeks. I’m pretty much content. Probably from realizing that...
New Years Resolution?
go back to my daily workout (go back to being 87 lbs)
sleep early
get a job!
TRY to be stress-free
be nicer to sean
SAVE SAVE SAVE MOOLA
be more confident
join more activities
I’ll add more later.
“It’s not that I want you to hold my hand. I just want you to reach for it.”
Another random convo that occured
Sam: *blogging branden and sam's convo*
Sean: "Sam... are you in the bathroom?"
Sam: "-____- wth sean i'm RIGHT here"
Branden: Do you have any chains?
Sam: wth... why would i have chains? i'm not a boy.
*moments of silence*
Sam: Go ask ate anna
Break
so… my break has been nothing but drama… which i’m trying to ignore =]
I’m starting to feel lonely though. And I really want to see the people i haven’t seen in such a long time <3 ;O
i meet the most amazing people.
Not. Well, only some. I just hate how i’m surrounded by assholes.
I don't want to go back
and I don’t intend to. I pretty much moved on, so please don’t misinterpret me.
Oh and another thing, i hate it when people can’t take a hint. When I say no… no means no! -.-
i’m in major bitch mode right now… -_-
Get Smart
Maxwell Smart: I recently lost 150 pounds.
Max’s Dance Partner: Me too!
Grandpa Denny
Yesterday (since it’s midnight already), I went to visit my grandpa’s grave. I sat there, talked to him for awhile (in my head) and pretended that he was actually listening to me. It’s sad how we only have annual visits instead of visiting him often. Barely anyone even leaves him or brings him new flowers.
I love my grandpa, even if i barely knew him. I just know that he is a...
I can't trust myself
I always end up lying to myself.
“I don’t care”, “I hate you!”, “I’ll never speak to you again”, “Whatever”, “I’ve been alright!” etc etc etc.
I’m either TOO nice or TOO stupid… I guess it’s best to forgive and forget.
But, I doubt things will be the same =/
what a douche
So, a guy cut us off in the freeway while my mom was driving. And I yelled out “WHAT A DOUCHE!”.
And now, my mom says it all the time. HAHA. it’s the funniest thing ever… I think she thinks that it is a saying that we use nowadays if you’re angry. I’ve noticed this when we went to Seafood city yesterday, and this guy wouldn’t let my mom change lanes. So,...
our yearbook pics
At first, my cousin and I just wanted to do this, but then other people started asking us too. :P
Josette
Ramon
Mea
Samantha
Jonathan
Mikey
I try to bottle up my emotions inside.
It seems useless to even talk about it. I know there are some people who act like they care, but actually don’t. And I don’t want to bother anyone with my problems anymore.
If they ask, I’ll tell them. But i’m not going to be the one bringing it up. I still have some hidden feelings that I don’t want to let out. And i’m afraid it’s going to explode. And...
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people assume
i hate it when i mention a new guy friend or mention someone is cute they think that i’m “talking” to someone.
I have a feeling my mom thinks i’m “talking” to someone again, when i’m not. -_- but i hate it when she get’s nosy. SIGH.
Well whatever. I got nothing to hide
*bangs head to wall*
not. hahahaha. but seriously, FML. -_- i hate being a hypocrite.
but we’re all hypocrites.
we have great taste in guys
Elaine:
ugh
this always happens
i either like gay guys or taken guys
Samantha:
LMAO
i usually like
guys who like to treat girls like shit
we have great taste in guys huh?
Elaine:
lmao. yea
“I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how...”
– The Holiday
insecurity issues
i hate being compared! -___-
and i hate the feeling of not being good enough =[
sigh.
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6 Years Later
People are just pissing me off...
well just in general. I guess i’ve been losing patience with people, the world, and just practically everything. Maybe it’s because I haven’t gotten that much sleep. And yes, I’ve realized I’ve been such a bitch lately… and I’m trying to change that.
I just don’t know what’s wrong with me right now…
=/
awkward conversation
Hannah:
it wont fit?
what does that mean?
Samantha:
.......
HAHAHAHAHAH
ARE YOU SERIOUS?
LOOL
it's a that's what she said joke
LOL
Hannah:
dont ask jonathn
dude
Samantha:
OH
Hannah:
just freaking explain already
lol
Samantha:
"that's what she said"
do you get it now?
Hannah:
nope
sorta
but fit what?
Samantha:
.....
LOL
Hannah:
wait wait
Samantha:
this is sooo
Hannah:
i think i do
Samantha:
awkard
Hannah:
i do
Samantha:
explainging
HAHAHAHA
OMG
Hannah:
i do now
Samantha:
THANK YOU
LOL
Hannah:
LOL
but not sure
Samantha:
i was like this is so awkward!
HAHAHA
okay
think about it
when someone is having sex
Hannah:
sex?
yeah
Samantha:
and the guy is putting his penis in the girl
Hannah:
thats what i though
I KNOW
Samantha:
she says "it doesn't fit"
HAHAHAHAH
OKAY
LOOOOL
Hannah:
OMG
